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WITNESS TO HIS MAGNIFICENT GOODNESS
The Holy
Bible says, “Arise Jerusalem, and shine like the sun; the glory of the Lord is shining on you”. (Isaiah 60:1)
Born
and brought up in a traditional Catholic family that consisted of my strict
disciplinarian father, my mother and two younger siblings. Tension grew in my
family due to my weak academic reports and adding to it my father’s extra
strictness was suffocating me. I was unable to do or decide anything. I tried
doing various Diploma courses like Electronics, Secretary, Mechanical etc but
failure awaited me everywhere. Meanwhile I was doing odd jobs which were
neither helping me and parents out of their concern, would pressurize me to
look for a better job. I was unable to find steadiness and eventually change it
within a year or two. Day after day would pass just for the sake of it, I was
neither living nor were there any rays of hope or future ambitions to look
forward to. Initially I would obey my father half-heartedly, but then when the
bitterness of disappointment at every opportunity seemed regular, I began to
rebel against him, would not care for anyone else and lived a depressed and
hopeless life.
I
was regular in church and family prayers but with the constant flow of
tensions, worries; I myself began to question the existence of God and my faith
began to waver. Even the tiny drop of faith evaporated in the vast sea of my troublesome
life along with the desire to live. Sickness entered into my life in the form
of tuberculosis and a severe migraine which would continue haunting me for
months. No medicine or treatments helped me. On the other end of my town a
small prayer group began evolving; and all young and old were participating in
it. Hearing about it from various sources, sparked my parents enthusiasm and
they too tried an opportunity to attend KLWC to restore the family’s harmony imbalance.
Just as salvation came to Zacchaeus and his family; similarly we were blessed
with an opportunity. During their conversation with Respected Sister, my
parents showed willingness to enroll their three sons in the Lord’s service without
any reservation.
Jesus
said to Zacchaeus, “Salvation has come to this house today, for this man, also
a descendant of Abraham. The Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.”
(Luke 19:9-10)
My
father who very rarely visited Church and its services, began to be a regular
at the KLWC prayer meetings. When the life-giving Word of God began to work its
power in my dad, numerous changes reflected in him and he would embark to draw
others too into these meetings. Seeing my depressed state my father would
repeatedly compel me to visit Respected Sister. To escape from further
compulsions, I agreed and set out with him. To be frank I was curious to know
the origin of my dad’s change in attitude. One bright afternoon, we stepped
into her home. During the course of our conversation, my dad requested for a
pray over for me and she obliged. As days passed, I observed that I was cured
of my migraine; awakenness gave way to my depressed mind; voluntarily I began
to attend KLWC meetings. Listening to the Bible preachings cleared my doubts and
misunderstandings about God.
The
Word of God “Cast all your anxiety on him he cares for you”(1 Peter 5:7) assured and rekindled my
faith in God and I surrendered all my uneasiness, worries and my burdens. The formation
of the Youth Section and through my involvement in it I gained confidence and
strong will power. Regular attendance of
the Youth classes sowed seeds of deep rooted faith. Soaking myself in God’s
Love, washed away all my sorrows, grudge and unforgiveness towards my family
members. God created a pure heart and new and loyal spirit in me. The inner
healing classes helped me to reconcile to a great extent; to accept all who
hurt me and wholeheartedly forgive and pray for them.
While I was being
spiritually blessed, on other hand Lord favoured me with a steady job. As an
active member, we are spiritually tutored to read the Holy Bible on a regular
basis. Adhering to this rule, boosted my memory power and enabled me to grasp
things on a faster scale. These amazing changes in me ignited a fire of hope to
live for God alone. Praise the Lord! Halleluiah!
To
be honest, I did not have the courage to come forward and partake in the Lord’s
work publicly; but my step towards Christ banished my fears and inferiority
complex.
“Arise Jerusalem, and shine like the sun; the glory of the Lord is shining
on you”. These words along with the
constant support of my team members encourages me to run towards my goal and
keep my eyes fixed on the great reward that God has in store for me.
-By a silent warrior
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