YOUTH CORNER

GOD WHO CAME IN SEARCH OF ME

The Holy Bible says, “I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart; I will tell of all the wonderful things you have done. (Psalms 9:1)

PART TWO

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The pray over and the relaxation experienced urged me to revisit; but hesitance obstructed. After a couple of days opportunity knocked in the form of few youth from the ministry, who approached my friend, a guitarist to play for an special occasion and he in turn approached me. The heart whispered a ‘yes’- and lips replied the same. In spite, being a moody person; who has often opted out at the last moment- I participated with sheer enthusiasm in the practice of charismatic hymns recitals; music that was totally new to the ears. It was the beginning of my musical journey with KLWC.

Each Saturday, being one among the multitude that gathered faithfully at the centre; everything seemed new. Regular attendance made me a part of His mission and to enjoy the revival spirit; that eradicated any hesitancy from following the instructions. The prayer service was very unique and during the preaching Section; the Word of God discoursed would wash off the stains of ignorance and be as if said solely for each individual present. Praise be to God! Introvert as I am, voluntarily began to mingle with the service ministry and enjoyed any small tasks that were accessible. Their approach and outlook towards each other made me feel belonging and welcome and I would look forward for the upcoming service. 

During one such outreach our Spiritual Teacher explained about God’s Love and the powerful Word of God penetrated deep into the pillars of my heart thoroughly shaking it. “Even if a mother should forget her child, I will never forget you.” (Isaiah 49:15) Now, in the furnace of these comforting words melted away the impurities-the pain of losing dad, childhood sorrows, hurt feelings, burdens, the adolescent changes.. God’s reassuring love that He would stand by me in all circumstances; without ever taking His divine eyes from me and the Love that flows from Him is so strong that nothing can obstruct it. These realization medicated enough to ask God for forgiveness, to receive inner healing, forgive others unconditionally including all those the Lord brought to mind and to accept myself. The reassuring Word of God that He has a plan for me even though I did not have one gave me great comfort and security. “I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

The Word of God preached at KLWC made me conscious about God’s Infinite Love and how He could turn all the bad into good in His time.

JESUS –A TRUE FRIEND

Gradually the good Lord through our Spiritual Teacher opened the door of invitation to the KLWC music ministry. The practice sessions that would be held in her presence and in the company of other dedicated youth helped in drawing myself closer to the Lord. These devotional songs lifted and assisted in absolute surrender to my Creator; they have been a faithful and trustworthy companion even today.

Yes dear ones, the lips that once sang worldly songs, began to praise the Almighty God. The hands and feet that would clap and tap to the worldly tunes, began to sway to the tunes of the Greatest Musician, Lord Jesus!

I will praise you O God with all my heart: and tell of all the wonderful things you have done. I will sing for joy because of you. I will sing praise to you, almighty God. (Psalms 9:1-2)

Just as Mother Mary led the apostles to receive the Holy Spirit and us to her son Lord Jesus, so did our spiritual Teacher through numerous bible classes, sharing her personal experience, conducting inner healing sessions and through spiritual counseling brought us very close to the Savior. Her anointed prayers and classes for the youth, assisted me to receive the infilling of the Holy Spirit and be anointed in the Gift Of Tongues to experience and feel Lord Jesus waiting with open arms and all I had to do was to unlock the door of my heart to Him, share with him all joys and sorrows. . He is the true friend who gave His life and the last breath for us. I can count on him till the very end because He is the only one that suffered and died on Calvary; He didn't let go of the heavy cross till the end, thinking of me. The Holy Spirit received, enabled me to humble myself to worship and adore the Living God for whom Heaven is the throne and earth is his foot stool.

The changes in me were obvious and it was a surprise to family and friends, who found it difficult to digest and turned away. My family that had brought me to the shore of renewal also found it complicated. Dear Readers in Christ, Lord Jesus the giver of courage to the discouraged gave  me the courage to stand for him and to fulfill all responsibilities at work and home in a better way. Though I had no formal technical training Lord Jesus gave me the grace to grasp it and is taking care of all my needs.God of KLWC, Abba Father our daily provider has made available all my necessities since then. I could offer my blooming youth; remain single till date and dedicate the rest of my life at His feet. I am indebted to my spiritual teacher and her family for accepting me as I am. They have sacrificed their personal time and precious life to groom and provide for me time to be with my Lord.

So if you are tired of loneliness, chasing your dreams, weary of running round and round. Pick up all the shattered dreams of your lifeat the feet of Jesus lay them down.

Give them all, give all, give them all to Jesus and He will

certainly remould you for Him.

YOUTH CORNER

GOD WHO CAME IN SEARCH OF ME

The Holy Bible says, “I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart; I will tell of all the wonderful things you have done. (Psalms 9:1)

This testimony is in honor and thanksgiving to my Loving Heavenly Father and Spiritual Teacher. I am grateful for having this opportunity to share my spiritual journey with you all. I have been associated with KLWC since 1995. Let me introduce myself and take you through my young days.

Born into a very loving Catholic family, I was youngest of the three siblings. My dad was a very caring, honest and disciplined person; while mom was strict, hardworking and took care of our studies. I remember how our parents ensured that we gather for the Holy Rosary which kept us united as a family. I was a fine student blessed with good grasping ability. I loved participating in sports and so, my parents enrolled me once for a running race in a community ground where children from different schools were participating. My parents and siblings were present in the stands to cheer me. The whistle was blown and everybody took off, so did I in full confidence; but somewhere midway mark I fell down. I looked around to see my parents encouraging me to get up and get going; my eyes also went to the crowd who began to laugh while the other participants raced past. I just stood there crying unable to continue. This incident had a deep effect on my psyche.  As life continued, this incident was forgotten and got on with my studies. I was having a good time in life enjoying the company of elders and friends. That’s when life took an ugly turn! I lost my dad at a tender age of twelve due to illness. I was so fond of him; hardly got a chance to know him and could not grasp that he was no more. I would often ask God why He had taken my dad away so soon from me. All of a sudden there was a vacuum which could not be filled. Following dad’s demise we had to leave the company quarters and relocate to a new location.

Disobedience sprouted in me and I began to lose interest in studies and certain subjects seemed more like a burden. I somehow completed my schooling all the while realizing that I was letting myself down. It was difficult to obtain a job without any technical background. Few years passed with our family being supported by my mother and sister who would take tuitions and go for work respectively. Unable to find a decent job; uncertainty about my future grew, losing my self-confidence and respect within my family. Guilt began invading me and the feeling that I was good-for -nothing took deep root in me. I had reached to the brink where I was unable to accept and saw myself in the shore of depression; devoid of any hope. An empty mind is the devil’s workshop was true in my case. I would often regret my actions; ask forgiveness but would never keep my promises. Meanwhile a friend of mine helped me to obtain job at his office.

The only escape from the world was music and would spend hours listening and singing western songs. Memorizing each lines of the song would be my favorite pastime and grant me peace. Gradually my interest in music led me to learn a musical instrument and through this I got acquainted with my parishioners. We would practice together; and also for special occasions and functions participate in the choir which made me a known figure in our small parish. Being engrossed with work and music I kept myself busy. Though everything seemed okay outside, I lacked peace. I would consider myself as a righteous person as I never meddled in other’s affairs, no habit of quarrelling and had a good relation with everyone; no bad name or enemies. But at the end of each passing day; I began to feel lonely even among friends; just me, myself.

Now life was bit brighter with a job, family support and friends. Again when we least expect life threw another blow to cut my joy. I was diagnosed with bronchitis, a severe breathing disorder. Again I would raise my question –Lord, I don’t smoke then how did I get this? But no response! The absence of a father shattered the unity of my family, and everyone had their way. The family prayer the source of unity was discontinued and frequent quarrels would take place. It was no more of a home!

But God had not given up on me and He had better plans in store…. when I least expected it.

It was in this crushing situation that my mother heard about KLWC prayer and began participating in the prayer for mothers. Under Respected Sister’s guidance and prayer support, my mother’s faith was renewed; and she was blessed with new hope and courage to deal with our life situation. She would share her experience with me, but I chose to ignore it. The Holy Verses, “Believe in me,” Lord Jesus said, “you and your family will be saved” (Acts 16:31) came true in our family. Praises to You my Lord!

As the saying goes ‘Ignorance is bliss’. My perception was that the definition of righteous tagged me as I would never hurt or harm anyone intentionally or involve in quarrels and think bad for someone. My health condition worsened and I was admitted. At my mother’s request, Respected Sister visited me at the hospital and prayed over me. Few weeks after my discharge, my mother again persuaded me to pay visit to KLWC. Though my pride and darkness would deter me; but my mother’s constant persuasion paid off and finally I agreed and accompanied her. What I saw was a person very unassuming and simple, with a gentle smile. On my mother’s request, she placed her holy and anointed hands over me and prayed. I experienced my stiffness depart and being filled with peace and holy relaxation. After the pray-over she told my mother, “There is nothing wrong. Everything is fine, He is a good boy.” Comforting words I had heard in a very long time. Thus passed my first day at KLWC. 

(to be continued on 19/02/16 )

YOUTH CORNER

A WITNESS TO HIS MAGNIFICENT GOODNESS

The Holy Bible says, “Arise Jerusalem,  and  shine like the sun;  the glory of the Lord is  shining on you”. (Isaiah 60:1)

Born and brought up in a traditional Catholic family that consisted of my strict disciplinarian father, my mother and two younger siblings. Tension grew in my family due to my weak academic reports and adding to it my father’s extra strictness was suffocating me. I was unable to do or decide anything. I tried doing various Diploma courses like Electronics, Secretary, Mechanical etc but failure awaited me everywhere. Meanwhile I was doing odd jobs which were neither helping me and parents out of their concern, would pressurize me to look for a better job. I was unable to find steadiness and eventually change it within a year or two. Day after day would pass just for the sake of it, I was neither living nor were there any rays of hope or future ambitions to look forward to. Initially I would obey my father half-heartedly, but then when the bitterness of disappointment at every opportunity seemed regular, I began to rebel against him, would not care for anyone else and lived a depressed and hopeless life.

I was regular in church and family prayers but with the constant flow of tensions, worries; I myself began to question the existence of God and my faith began to waver. Even the tiny drop of faith evaporated in the vast sea of my troublesome life along with the desire to live. Sickness entered into my life in the form of tuberculosis and a severe migraine which would continue haunting me for months. No medicine or treatments helped me. On the other end of my town a small prayer group began evolving; and all young and old were participating in it. Hearing about it from various sources, sparked my parents enthusiasm and they too tried an opportunity to attend KLWC to restore the family’s harmony imbalance. Just as salvation came to Zacchaeus and his family; similarly we were blessed with an opportunity. During their conversation with Respected Sister, my parents showed willingness to enroll their three sons in the Lord’s service without any reservation.   

Jesus said to Zacchaeus, “Salvation has come to this house today, for this man, also a descendant of Abraham. The Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.” (Luke 19:9-10)

My father who very rarely visited Church and its services, began to be a regular at the KLWC prayer meetings. When the life-giving Word of God began to work its power in my dad, numerous changes reflected in him and he would embark to draw others too into these meetings. Seeing my depressed state my father would repeatedly compel me to visit Respected Sister. To escape from further compulsions, I agreed and set out with him. To be frank I was curious to know the origin of my dad’s change in attitude. One bright afternoon, we stepped into her home. During the course of our conversation, my dad requested for a pray over for me and she obliged. As days passed, I observed that I was cured of my migraine; awakenness gave way to my depressed mind; voluntarily I began to attend KLWC meetings. Listening to the Bible preachings cleared my doubts and misunderstandings about God.

The Word of God “Cast all your anxiety  on  him he cares for  you”(1 Peter 5:7) assured and rekindled my faith in God and I surrendered all my uneasiness, worries and my burdens. The formation of the Youth Section and through my involvement in it I gained confidence and strong will power.  Regular attendance of the Youth classes sowed seeds of deep rooted faith. Soaking myself in God’s Love, washed away all my sorrows, grudge and unforgiveness towards my family members. God created a pure heart and new and loyal spirit in me. The inner healing classes helped me to reconcile to a great extent; to accept all who hurt me and wholeheartedly forgive and pray for them.

While I was being spiritually blessed, on other hand Lord favoured me with a steady job. As an active member, we are spiritually tutored to read the Holy Bible on a regular basis. Adhering to this rule, boosted my memory power and enabled me to grasp things on a faster scale. These amazing changes in me ignited a fire of hope to live for God alone. Praise the Lord! Halleluiah!  

To be honest, I did not have the courage to come forward and partake in the Lord’s work publicly; but my step towards Christ banished my fears and inferiority complex.

“Arise Jerusalem, and shine like the sun; the glory of the Lord is shining on you”. These words along  with the constant support of my team members encourages me to run towards my goal and keep my eyes fixed on the great reward that God has in store for me. 

                                              -By a silent warrior

                                                                                                

YOUTH CORNER

SOUND WORSHIP

“How good it is to give thanks to You O Lord, to sing Your honour, O most high God, to proclaim Your constant love every morning and Your faithfulness at every night.” (Psalms 92: 1-2)

PART TWO

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As the Holy Scriptures says, “Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, peace and Joy in Holy Spirit and the rest shall follow.”

Now my life as a minister of God began under the guiding light of my Spiritual Mother, the founder of KLWC. Through special classes conducted for those in the KLWC ministry, I got acquainted with deeper knowledge about Personal Prayer and the importance of it. It was a rule that all ministers had to be with God of KLWC during the dawn at the first hour of the day. Following this would inculcate emotional and physical maturity; become devout disciples; impart patience; and built in us a respectable behaviour to tolerate each other. As a student would obey his teacher, so would I in simple obedience follow the instructions. These blessed spiritual trainings compiled with my obedience began to transform me internally and externally and thus began my fellowship as a minister.  Few are the days when I have faltered on this rule of my spiritual mother; and if I delay due to unavailable circumstances (shift duties) a strict penance from my end follows it. So today, let me help you too just as I received a lifeline years ago. Strictly adhere to it and you will never fail to see God’s Hand above you even during the most testing times.

My day begins at 4 am, with the sign of the Cross, one Our Father, Hail Mary and Glory be. Then I move to my place of worship and kneel, where I believe Lord sends his army of angels to watch over me.   Acknowledging the Blessed Trinity i.e. Supreme name of Abba Father, Lord Jesus- the only Son of God and their mighty power the Holy Spirit I either praise or sing songs of praise. I thank Lord for the new day in anticipation, for the protection and the blessing that awaits me today. I visualize my past and offer garlands of thanksgiving. The presence of God blesses me with the grace to confess Him as Lord and Saviour spontaneously. The experience of praising the Blessed Trinity, along with all the angels and saints leads me to feel the Divine Presence and I bow down and submit myself to Him.  With my consent the Holy Power, touches and heals the wounds of my heart, soul and body and I am made aware that my past, present and future, God’s plan for me and my plans are already in His brilliant Hands. The relief and liberty is indeed worth experiencing and here I am enlightened to confess my faith; while the Holy Showers are cleansing and healing me. All my burdens are rolled off; the aches and pain healed as I experience myself as a small child sitting at the feet of my Mighty Father; who is already lifting and embracing me. As I sing songs of the Holy Spirit and continually confess the name of the My Promiser; the fondling of the Holy Spirit can be felt by a special warmth all over my body that lifts away my physical strength while His spiritual power takes charge of me. The holy relaxation brings great enthusiasm to live for my Lord in all circumstances increases in me and I begin worshiping my Most Holy God in a refreshed spirit and pure, new heart. The next segment is to sit in absolute silence to listen to His voice that speaks in my heart or pay attention to God’s strong inspiration. My soul is content during those days when God chose to commune silence.  After moments of solitude, with utmost gratitude I reach out to my Most Holy Bible for a Biblical message. With complete concentration and devotion I read one chapter/ passage and by heart one inspired message at once. Now is the time for intercessory prayer; through the Divine Inspiration,  I pray for my Spiritual Mother, for all our team members and their families, ministry groups, all KLWC petitions, my family, parents, relatives, neighbours, church, rulers and nations. My workplace, colleagues, all needy persons and areas that God desires me to pray on that day, those at their deathbed and souls in purgatory are also included.   All these are covered within a span of 15-20 minutes, using the Gift of Tongues. This powerful Divine gift received during an anointment of the Holy Spirit, ignites the use of my voice combines with the spirit of God and relates to Him through my spirit rather than my mind and words. As I conclude, I thank God for answering and listening to me, a poor sinner and for the precious time and place He provided me in His abundant grace. Then I step into the day all charged up spiritually, emotionally and physically.

I learnt and experienced that through my personal prayer, the Holy Lord actually prepares me to face and overcome the day confidently and successfully. It keeps me grounded and however situations may take a turn, my faith in the Lord is never questioned or shaken.

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How wonderful it is to begin your day in the Lord arising to kneel in prayer at the early hours. Lord Jesus took the five loaves and two fish, looked up to His Heavenly Father and gave them to his disciples who distributed to a tired and hungry five thousand multitude, fed them enough and still gathered twelve baskets of left over. Similarly, when you begin your day by gazing to God and allow Him to look into your life, He, the supreme ruler will put His angels in charge of you and your day distribute your time among your family, work etc. you will find your day enriching and your hard work fruitful. Setting aside a dedicated time and place to meet the Lord, will help you to schedule your day and its hours in a more responsible and harmonial manner. Submit the most beautiful hours of the day to Lord for your welfare and He multiples your day with bountiful blessings. Look at the creation. Listen how they greet the creator in their special manner; the chirping birds, the roaring ocean, the twinkling star, the bright sky, the swaying trees, cock that crows etc., everything silently praises and bless His Name. Its only the human beings who are sound asleep and when awake rush to their routine without a word of gratitude to the Lord who enabled them to see another day. So commencing from today let us begin our fresh mornings thanking God and repenting and asking forgiveness for our ignorance. The Lord’s ways are right and righteous people live by following them but the sinners stumble and fall because they ignore them.

Unlike the disciples  who hurried to the Master,who was conversing with His Father, when the storm rose shouting, “Awake, awake Master! Dont you care that we are sinking.” Similarly, let us realise that when awful disasters surround us and we question God, it not that our Lord is sleeping but our faith is dead. So awaken yourselves, prepare the way for the arrival of the King joyfully and welcome him each morning, noon and evening.

Let us pray

Almighty God, please forgive all my cruel behaviours and ignorance towardsYou and accept my prayers. I will praise and thank You in all circumstances trusting you will bring joy to my day. I acknowledge that my laziness and complaints can never save me from the present hardship and miseries. I do not wish to be a slave to laziness or own a heart thats cold towards Your teachings. Lord I pray to show mercy to me, to those who return to you and also to those who have no one to turn to. Amen!                            

May the Lord bless you and take care of you. May He be kind and gracious to you. May the Lord look on you with favor and give you peace.

With love filled blessings,

Your Sister in Christ

YOUTH CORNER

SOUND WORSHIP

“How good it is to give thanks to You O Lord, to sing Your honour, O most high God, to proclaim Your constant love every morning and Your faithfulness at every night.” (Psalms 92: 1-2)

PART ONE

The apostles watched as the Resurrected Lord Jesus ascended into Heaven and a cloud hid Him from their sight. They stood gazing to the sky until two angels appeared, consoling them, “He will come back.” We, devotees of Christ believe that He will come again, as He said to His disciples, “I will go and prepare a place for you, then I will come back and take you with Me to the Father.” (John 14)The Holy Bible emphasises, “He will appear a second time not to deal with sin, but to save those who are waiting for Him.” St. Paul warns us, “For you yourself know very well that the Day of the Lord will come as a thief comes at night.” He further advices us, “Let that day not take you by surprise like a thief; we all should be awake and sober.”

How can we keep ourselves prepared when we do not know the day or the hour? Through His daily life practices, Lord Jesus Himself set us an example on how to prepare ourselves to be perfect and holy to welcome Him as King. The Holy Scriptures teaches us that very early morning, long before daylight Lord Jesus woke up, leaving the house to go out of the town to a lonely place, where He prayed.

Our Master taught us to be vigilant and to pray at all time to overcome temptations. It is a righteous and proper act to worship the Lord before beginning your daily schedule. Look at the nature and its creation. The birds sing praises to their Creator before the sunrises, making us aware of the rising sun.  Instead of enjoying the wonders and splendour works we seldom shut the doors and windows of our life. Every morning He showers upon us fresh love and mercy forgetting our past. We human beings are foremost among God’s creations, but how do we reciprocate to His blessings?

Let’s take a look at the lives of various religious men in the Holy Bible and how they succeeded in uprooting their temptations and received favours from God. Take a look at David who prayed three times in a day with a contrite heart. He says, “I pray to you Lord; you hear my voice in the morning; at sunrise I offer my prayer and wait for your answer.” (Psalms 5:3) Even when he arose to the status of a king, he continued his practice. Read further and you meet Job, a man who was upright in the sight of God. He would wake up early every morning to offer sacrifice on behalf of himself and each of his children. His practice of daily worship gave him the courage to face the fortunes and misfortunes as the will of God. During moments of crisis, kneeling down Job acknowledges his faith “I was born with nothing, and I will die with nothing.  The Lord gave and now He has taken away.  May His name be praised.” Instead of blaming God and rebelling against His plan, Job offered all his emotions as a sacrifice of praise to God and gained deep rooted foundation of His Faith.

Are you like the above men a morning worshipper? Do you have a generous heart to offer the early morning hours of your day to God who has gifted you another twenty four hours. Overcoming all obstacles and laziness, instead of listing out excuses that you do not have the time or the familiarity to pray, rather by acknowledging your unworthiness to receive another day if you could sit in His Holy presence; you would be one of the joyfully blessed person on this earth! The well experienced St. Paul repeatedly requests us to be joyful at all times and to be thankful in all circumstances.  This is what God wants from you and me in our life in union with Christ Jesus.

Let me take this opportunity to introduce a young man, who is also a member of our team who would love to share his testimony with our dedicated readers:

I, the youngest of five siblings was a very jovial and social person who had lots of friends. I was in love with my life and would prefer watching movies, spending time with friends, roam around. I had a small gym set up at home and would love to spend the mornings exercising to gain good health and be proud of my physical structure. Studies never interested me and I would find out some innovative excuses to explain those who lectured me to study well. At the home front, my parents would be worried seeing my carefree and disobedient nature. For them my future and career seemed blank. They would pull and push me to certain prayer meetings and I had to sit myself those hours uninterested. Prayers never fascinated me. My idea of stress buster was listening to bollywood films and I could spend hours noting, singing and listening to it. During those days, KLWC- a new prayer meeting evolved and everyone seeking peace of mind to miracles would participate in it. My parents began to be a regular in those prayers. One day, it so happened that I had to meet my parents urgently due to some reason and on enquiring knew that they were at KLWC prayer service; I decided to meet them there. Just few minutes at the KLWC venue and unconsciously some force attracted me to the prayer and Word of God there, however intentionally left the place in a hurry. That night I turned and tossed in my bed, pondering over the Word of God I heard at KLWC that shook the core of my heart. Something like a magnet kept attracting me towards KLWC and I found myself finding excuses to visit the prayer centre. Slowly without any hesitation or compulsion I began to be a part of the crowd. The preaching and explanation of the Word of God attracted me; I fell in love with the melodious devotional songs that had been sung there; the prayers felt more interesting and lively. A young and fresh KLWC did wonder in me and I began to realise the knowledge of the True God, His Love for me. I realised my exact state. Born into a Christian family, I was far away from the deep knowledge that God eventually knows my secret thoughts, deeds that comprised of good and bad. First day at KLWC prayer service, tears of God’s Love filled me and a mighty power granted me courage to renounce my way of life. The knowledge of  God created in me fear of God and my obligation towards obedience.  I began to make the required changes to my lifestyle, so that I could be a person of true faith. This inspired me to be more mannered in my approach and seek out time to be in His Presence. But the waves of temptation would hit hard on me that I would slip and fall often; weakening thoughts like I would never stand firm in my faith would cover me making me more restless and dissatisfied. That’s when my Loving God sent me another lifeline from KLWC prayer group. They were conducting a meeting and prayer service designed exclusively for the youth. After the initial greet and introduction, Respected Sister, began her oration on the importance of Personal Prayer. I listened attentively, the guidelines were easy to follow and moreover I was inspired to submit myself further to my God than self struggling. Respected Sister stressed the holy verse, “His grace is all you need; for His power is greatest when you are weak,” throughout the entire meeting. Everyone, present at the meeting were asked to memorize this Word of God, as a weapon to recite and fight against emotional and personal moods arising from laziness, arrogance and pride.  Glory to the Marvellous God! He diverted my young mind towards Him thus making me a mature and obedient son of God. Soon by following these instructions, I was chosen by God who separated me from the crowd and called me to be a budding minister for His service in the KLWC Music Ministry.

(...To be continued)

May the Lord bless you and take care of you. May He be kind and gracious to you. May the Lord look on you with favor and give you peace.

With love filled blessings,

Your Sister in Christ

YOUTH CORNER

CLOTHED IN MERCY

“The king will reply, ‘I tell you whenever you refused to help one of these least important ones, you refused to help me.’”  (Matthew 25:45)

PART 1

There lived a happy go lucky boy in himself. He would not find any pleasure in involving himself in other’s matters nor was he the first one to rush to help others. He distanced himself from any social activities or whiling away his time with friends. Studies were all that mattered to him and he excelled in it.

An incident in his school life where a group of his classmates poked fun at his behaviour made him much more introvert and soon he infected by the ghost of the incident turned it as his weapon too. Though he would not deliberately hurt anyone, but sharp words would shoot from his lips that would hurt those around him. 

He had a younger brother who unlike him was surrounded by friends, partook in all activities of his age and was an extrovert.

Now, it so happened that in their town a newly begun mission group was emerging. Prayers were made interesting, spiritual classes for the youth were held, the distressed were comforted, the sick healed, and those in search of consoling words were reassured. People confined under the dark power of black magic, witchcraft, superstitions were unknotted and came to the light of truth. Soon the mission was the talk of the town and people young and old were trying to be a part of it. As a part of the Christmas celebrations, this mission decided to introduce carol singing for the Christmas Eve. Invitations were sent out for children, youth and mothers.

Now the younger brother, who had slowly tiptoed in to the group, soon became an active member and was eager to pull his brother too into it. This invitation was the apt time.

Soon, under the compulsion of his younger brother, he too for the first time stepped in. The unity of the group was observed. He soon began to feel welcomed as he saw how each one participated according to their individuality, taste and skill. Though he had arrived just some moments back, he did not feel rejected or neglected. He saw how the people around him of different personality were busy partaking in the celebrations. Amazed and attracted he participated. Feeling of belonging circled him.

Before too long he found himself rescheduling his routine. He looked for opportunities to catch up with some activities in the mission.

He began to partake in the Sunday afternoon praise and worship followed by Bible sharing fellowship which was held for students and working youth. Tremendous changes began in his behaviour and soon did his concept of being united. He would feel comfortable among the team members; their gentleness and pleasing attitude made him feel welcome all the more; their spiritual experiences made him want to experience it. The thirst to be the same among them made him attend an inner healing prayer.

Through this inner healing prayer the Lord touched his life. It gave him an mirror view to his life. As I, the founder of the Mission group took each series of life, Jesus the Healer, walked through his life, cleansing, bandaging and anointing with the ointment of His Holy Spirit each phase of it. He was set free from many egoistic complex, lack of fluency and fear to face people etc to some extent. Pains and aches of life were eased while tears of joy, spiritual experiences and contentment on discovering the Lord filled the room.

Slowly, he began extending forgiveness to those who hurt him and in return expressed gratitude for making him an open hearted person. Under the Lord’s direction, he submitted all his skills and knowledge to the Lord’s service.

The change in his approach, attitude and response towards God and people made him a faithful silent warrior of KLWC and still fighting daily to expand his heart and life towards those who are like him.  It did not take much time for him to realise how well and kind were his neighbours and brothers. They never boasted about their knowledge nor refrained from sharing their knowledge of truth about the Lord. They welcomed him and involved him wholeheartedly in serving the Lord together.

Dear friends, do you see yourself in him? Do you find yourself thinking why to bother in other’s need when I am self sufficient?

Accurate your thoughts, dear friends!

You are leading yourself to the shore of self righteousness, pride and loneliness. Once you reach this shore the waves of chronic depression and other tragedies are ready to engulf you.

From the message of Lord Jesus we are continually made conscious that we owe love to each other and mercy without any exemption. Do not take revenge on anyone or continually hate them.

From the above incident, we saw how the boy reacted to the insult thrown at him by his classmates. He forced himself to avoid them. The seed of hatredness which he sowed in his mind sprouted gradually to bear grudge, revenge, disregarding and neglecting everyone, including his parents, siblings and self. He began to feel inferior and so closed the doors of his heart to others. But God in his mercy did not abandon him and gave him contentment.

The Holy Bible explains that, “Whoever does not love is still under the power of death.”  After predicting his betrayal Lord Jesus gave a new commandment to his beloved disciples, “Love one another.  As I have loved you, so you must love one another.” 

Lord Jesus knows that each one of us desires heaven and then we tend we take a shortcut to it. Youth has been linked to pride, boasting and want of liberty.

(To be continued......)

May the Lord bless you and take care of you. May He be kind and gracious to you. May the Lord look on you with favor and give you peace.

With love filled blessings,

Your Sister in Christ

STRENGTHENED THE PARALYZED MAN!

The Holy Bible says, “Don’t you know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and who was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourselves but to God. (1 Cor. 6:19)

“Jesus went all over Galilee, teaching in the synagogues, preaching the Good News about the Kingdom, and healing people who had all kinds of disease and sickness. The news about Him spread through the whole country of Syria, so that people brought to Him all those who were sick, suffering from all kinds of diseases and disorders: people with demons, and epileptics, and paralytics – and Jesus healed them all.” (Matthew 4:23-24)

“He did this to make to make what the Prophet Isaiah had said come true, ‘He Himself took our sickness and carried away our diseases.’ (Matthew 8:17)

LET’S READ A TESTIMONY

May I use this opportunity to glorify the name of Good Lord Jesus who raised Lazarus from the dead from the grave, who gave sight to the blind, gave life to the dead and strengthened the paralysed man!

With a grateful heart I thank and glorify the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ.

It was through the Bible Convention held in January 1996 that I came to be acquainted about this mighty KLWC prayer service.  Among all the preaching held during the 4 days of convention the personal experience and testimony shared by Respected Sister is still vividly fresh in my mind.

The rapt attention of the listeners who were enthralled by the first experience of infilling of the Holy Spirit of Respected Sister during the Holy Mass astonished me very much and even my heart began to thirst to experience God. 

The honesty of each word that had been experienced in her life and her faithfulness towards the Word of God was definitely worth believing.  That testimony is fresh in my mind even today, and it helps me to be faithful towards God with an ardent thirst of renewal.

In the month of February that year, my brother was struck by a serious illness. The sickness of my brother who had been in good health and fine job induced fear into everyone’s heart.  He was admitted into a most well equipped hospital of Kerala.  

After taking 5 injections amounting to Rs.25,000/- and other costly medicines some improvement was noticed in his health.  The doctors assured that he would regain his remaining health through physiotherapy and soon was discharged with some instructions.

However, very shortly my brother experienced breathlessness and later he delved into the pitiful state of having to use ventilator.  For almost 15 days he lay still as ‘dead’.  Doctors made the statement that there was no hope of gaining life.

Suddenly, it seemed that someone was inspiring me from within to inform Respected Sister about the situation.  I was troubled as I did not know to how I should contact her.  I received a special courage from Lord and first I spoke to her husband on the phone, who asked me to call later in the night. While conversing with Respected Sister I was given certain instructions. One among them made me realise the realities that are evident in God's servants. 

At that instance, the secrets behind the growth of KLWC were being revealed to me.  Into her being, Sister accepts every tearful prayer requests that comes to her, as though they were her own tear itself.  I became conscious of the truth that anointed Sister has prepared to accept both in arms and lips the way to offer to the Lord innumerable flowers of pain and sufferings involved to gladden the hearts of them and their family members.  As I spoke to sister for a minute I realised the faithfulness, humility and the great joy experienced in bearing pain to glorify the Lord. 

Dear Sister Prophesised that within 24 hours my brother would begin to show movements of the limbs. 

My dear believers, the very next day, I received a telephone message from Kerala, the Lord has performed a miracle.  My brother has come out from the serious situation.  He has begun to move his hands and legs. Praise be to God!  At that time my eyes began to overflow.

Why say more, my brother whose entire body was paralysed and which had become lifeless, regained consciousness. Merely, by the mercy of Lord all the nerves in the body began to function.  Paralysis has been totally healed.

My dear friends, in those days one of the incident which amazed me largely was that Respected Sister would inform me about the condition and all the present anxieties prevailing over my brother who lay in a hospital 2500 kms away. Later when I used to call them in Kerala on phone I used to realise that whatever Respected Sister said was absolutely true.

The Lord Jesus not only granted comfort to the sick.  My sister-in-law who was pregnant gained great comfort and peace of mind.  Lord granted safe delivery and has protected both the child and the mother.  Construction of the house which was not being completed was taken over by the Lord.  The anxiety, fear and trouble of his own mother who was broken-hearted as she had witnessed these incidents were calmed by the Lord.

I used to often call up home to know about my brother’s condition.  But unexpectedly once when I met Respected Sister, she enquired, “Has your brother begun to go to work.  With a briefcase in hand he has got down the stairs. Is there any news?” 

Yes dear ones, it was my brother’s journey towards Divine Retreat Centre, which Respected Sister had foreseen.  Praise the Lord! Glory to God in the Highest. 

We received the news that Lord Jesus has given total healing and has blessed my brother to lead a joyful family life. Praise the Lord!

This prayer group which the Lord has mercifully blessed is definitely very unique. May the Lord bring progress in these servants who are totally devoid of all human intentions. I have learnt many good things as an example from them. ‘My mercy will forever rest upon him’, the Lord who says so, may reside with every sick. Oh! Lord with my whole heart I thank you. Halleluiah!! 

-----Published in September 1996 Issue, LWE 2000 

LIFE IN HOLY SPIRIT

PART IX

The Holy Bible says, “The Spirit produces love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, humility and self-control.” (Galatians 5:22)

Humility & self-control

The Prophet Zechariah jubilantly proclaimed about the future King – Christ the Messiah. “Look your King is coming to you!  He comes triumphant and victorious, but humble and riding on a donkey.”     (Zech. 9 :9)

Lord Jesus said, “Happy are those who are humble, they will receive what God has promised.” (Matt 5:5)

Mother Mary sang the hymn of praise to God when He was pleased with her loyalty.  Lord Jesus comforts us saying, “Come to me all of you …… I am gentle and humble in spirit and you will find rest.”

Pure wisdom produces the fruit of humility.  The anointed apostles were skilled with humility and they even instructed their followers to practice humility and gentleness. 

St. Paul says, “We were gentle when we were with you like a mother taking care of her children.” 

The manner in which with great sacrifice they took care of their virtues is also a lesson for us.  Paul wants his fellow workers not to speak evil of anyone but to be peaceful and friendly always to show a gentle attitude towards everyone.  Be always humble, gentle and patient.  Show your love being tolerant with one another.  (Eph. 4:2)

God pours out His marvelous blessings on those who own humbleness.  King David says, ‘God defends the right of helpless and they may prosper forever.  God honors the humble with victory and remembers always the loyal servants.  He lifted up the lowly and filled the hungry with good things.”

Take your part in suffering as a loyal soldier of Christ.  A soldier on active service wants to please his commanding officer.  Similarly, one who carries his hardship of life with a gentle attitude can obtain God’s blessings hidden it.

The Prophet Isaiah pronounced about the tolerance of King Jesus.  “He was treated harshly, but endured it humbly; He never said a word. Like a lamb about to be slaughtered, like a sheep about to be sheared, he never said a word.’ (Isaiah 53: 7)

For the Spirit that God has given us does not make us timid, instead His Spirit fills us with the power of love and self control.  

So St. Paul reminds us to keep alive the gift that God gave you.  He calls the power of God as spirit of self control.  It has a good role to make you active and effective in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ (2 Pet. 1:6).  One who is being born in the Holy Spirit has been gifted with the gift of self control.

Dear faithful ones in Christ, let’s understand the fact that God loves us, He helps us, but He will not force us.  The Lord always leads us but the devil always pushes us.  We can notice in the first book of Holy Bible God created man being of spirit, soul and body.  But through temptations the devil turned the man around body, soul and spirit. Here we can hear the cry of God our Creator. Then the Lord said, ‘I will not allow people to live forever.  They are mortal.’ 

So start seeking God! He can certainly anoint you and come back to Him earnestly by hearing His call for, ‘Return’.

Let us conclude this session with some testimonies:

Participating earnestly in KLWC prayer service I came to know about myself, enabling me to abandon my mistakes and accept the cross of my daily life whole heartedly. No sooner had I received the faith to put my refuge in the care and concern of my Lord, my husband was blessed with a better job with more facilities. I glorify the Lord!! By granting a better job to him, Lord imparted more satisfaction to me! Through another miracle God revealed that if we share the difficulties of life with more mutual understanding, then family life will be far more content. As far as Christian family and community are concerned, sharing the burden, developing care and concern for one another by uprooting the roots of selfish motives, increases the luster of true faith. Through KLWC service Lord Rises up to the fullness of His glory, definitely imparting comfort to people and it gives immense joy to share the burden of this service.  I thank and praise the Almighty and Loving God.  May His Name be blessed forever. Alleluia!!

…published in August 1995 Issue, LWE 2000

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“Refrain from anger and forsake wrath, do not fret it leads only to evil.” (Ps.37:8)  

Immense anger and sorrow surrounded me always.  On 19/5/1996 when I attended the KLWC prayer service, the discomforts which troubled my mind for many years began to fall off one by one when the anointed persons began the praise and worship.   Within 5-10 minutes of worship, my hatred, anger and sorrow deep within vanished away.  I began to experience great joy, peace and patience.  I realized the truth that  when I had only sat along with the people who were praising God such miracles were performed, then how much blessings will be given to those who themselves praise God.  This thought led me to follow a life of praise. I glorify the Highest Name of God.

…published in August 1996 Issue, LWE 2000

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In the month of August 1994, I was struck with acute back ache and advised bed rest, so we moved to my mother’s village with an intention to get better care. My mother, who knew about the KLWC prayer services, dialed them to drop a petition as my pain had severely increased. On their instructions, I was brought to the prayer ground. On reaching the vicinity itself, I could feel a new strength within me. When Respected Sister approached and asked me to praise the name of Jesus, while placing her hands on my head. That spur of moment, I felt the touch of Jesus and forgot everything. All I heard then was a voice asking me to get up and walk in the name of Jesus. I obeyed it!!  Those standing around me began to praise and rejoice in the Lord.  All my pain, numbness of my leg, pulling of nerves, and stiffness of my body all vanished away.  The joy within me began to flow out as drops of tears.  Along with many others I too began pour gratitude and happiness to glorify the Lord.  Alleluia! I exalt your Mighty Name!  Indeed unexplainable was the joy and contentment of my relatives and all those who had seen me sick in bed.  I am a witness of the truth that the Lord Jesus is alive and active even today.  Through me many are given opportunity to come to the real faith and receive blessings through this service.  Glory to God!  Today in the Name of Jesus with great courage, the Lord enables me to lead those who are sorrowful, troubled and oppressed to this prayer service as a servant of peace.  Praise the Lord.  I offer bountiful praises and gratitude to my Lord for this Mighty Grace and believe that the Holy Spirit strengthens us to lead a sinless life. The Lord enables me to forgive everything and also to love everyone.  Anger, hatred, laziness, pride all other such bad habits have departed and I am able to pray for others.  I learnt a truth; it is the famine of Word of God, which puts us into distress.  Abandon laziness and come to this cool shade of power of Living Word which has been prepared and set out for each one.  Praise the Lord!  Alleluia. 

“Leave all your worries with Him, because He cares for you.  Be alert! Be on watch! ... Humble yourself then under God’s mighty hand so that He will lift you up in His own good time” (1 Peter)

                           ……….. Published in May 1996 Issue, LWE 2000